fuck off and die .

HELLO .

today is kc's bday . happy bday bro (: . celebrated with many ppl .
i've got nth much to say . i just feeling like saying that i've got enough .
they are red spots . i've cleared pimples . so fuck off . nb . take a look .
is red stuff beneath the skin . if i could cure them , i would have been
happier . i kno some ppl care . but some really lower my self-esteem .
you think i want them ? try having them . you happy ? i've tried hard .
you ppl be in my shoes and have a taste . i kept tolerating comments .
i keep avoiding ppl . avoiding eye contacts . you think i happy ? i just
hope someone would understand me . i just any normal ppl that want
to play and study . make friends . but ppl look at me differently . what
can i do ? i'm taking care of my face . i really dk how to face ppl . new year
is coming . sure got ppl talkcock . prepared . Zzz . i've tried to not make
a big fuss about this . but is you ppl that are making a big fuss . be it a
reminder , insult , criticizing or whatev . they just spoil the day . keeping
it to myself is enough . i cant take it liao . i still need study . sorry . i talk
cock too much . also noone looking at this blog . so ya . i think i just wanna
talk to someone that wont reply . seriously , trying to be happy is a tough
job . my pay is criticism . wow . i hope i've got friends that understand me .
stand by me . i really hope i they'll heal soon . i hope im normal . i wish i
could play cake during ppl's bday . i wish i can look at the person when i
talk . i wish i cant dont need close the window alil when im near it . i wish ,
i wish . i wish everyone is mute and blind . i wish . i just wish .
i hate those look on your face ! those faces of despise . they look worst den mine !
sorry .

byebye .