fuck off and die .

HELLO .

today is kc's bday . happy bday bro (: . celebrated with many ppl .
i've got nth much to say . i just feeling like saying that i've got enough .
they are red spots . i've cleared pimples . so fuck off . nb . take a look .
is red stuff beneath the skin . if i could cure them , i would have been
happier . i kno some ppl care . but some really lower my self-esteem .
you think i want them ? try having them . you happy ? i've tried hard .
you ppl be in my shoes and have a taste . i kept tolerating comments .
i keep avoiding ppl . avoiding eye contacts . you think i happy ? i just
hope someone would understand me . i just any normal ppl that want
to play and study . make friends . but ppl look at me differently . what
can i do ? i'm taking care of my face . i really dk how to face ppl . new year
is coming . sure got ppl talkcock . prepared . Zzz . i've tried to not make
a big fuss about this . but is you ppl that are making a big fuss . be it a
reminder , insult , criticizing or whatev . they just spoil the day . keeping
it to myself is enough . i cant take it liao . i still need study . sorry . i talk
cock too much . also noone looking at this blog . so ya . i think i just wanna
talk to someone that wont reply . seriously , trying to be happy is a tough
job . my pay is criticism . wow . i hope i've got friends that understand me .
stand by me . i really hope i they'll heal soon . i hope im normal . i wish i
could play cake during ppl's bday . i wish i can look at the person when i
talk . i wish i cant dont need close the window alil when im near it . i wish ,
i wish . i wish everyone is mute and blind . i wish . i just wish .
i hate those look on your face ! those faces of despise . they look worst den mine !
sorry .

byebye .

ESSAY !!! :D

define freedom .

hello .

rwar . 26/1 is a day i really feel like forgetting . ya , broke up .
lets not talk about sad things anymore . i went out with her
ytd . and yet , i still cant make up my mind . im just too hurt ?
are im too scared . i bet she's hurting inseide too . but i cant get
myself to comfort her . by nature , i suck at comforting . ><
today , i want to clan training with dovin jiaqing paul joel & ck .
after that when to see joel and dovin cut hair . dovin's hair have
no difference before and after . he is screwed ! after that , went
joel house to play comp and dinner . his sister calls jiaqing a dog !
haha ! damn funny . ya . im home . damn tried today , and i didnt
do any homework :X . rwar ! ya , hope i'll do some tml .

takecare ppl (: x3

THIS IS RETARDED ! :D

HELLO !

here i am , typing again xD i feel so retarded . omg .
thanks to somebody ~ hahah ! cheer up dude :D .
i shall not talk much xD takecare :D . the person damn
kuku . ask me post den dk how to tag . smart ass :D .

TATA ! retarded asses ! xD

btw , Huili is damn sad now . cheer up darling ! xD

homework again ? xD

HELLO !

today lesson is damn boring . de lessons all damn sian . ok , not today
everyday ~ hahah ! i've got ss and english homework today . and guess
what , i forgot all my books . die . Mrs Ess gonna kill ppl . tml is the day
man ! hahah ! will be leaving school after recess (: must jiayou sia . we
will gonna be up against Fairfield Methodist Sec . heard that they aint a
lousy team . currently our team is down with several injuries . first , the
biggest one is Hao's . thats why he's not able to play . List of injury : Bryan
(toe) , Jiaqing (palm) , Edger (shoulder) and even Kc have some small knee
injury . damn cui man . ya . thats all . hope we'll do well tml (:

sorry im selfish . forgive me

BYEBYE ! XD .

dk got hmework ? = no homework :D

HELLO NOOBS !

i like long nver update liao sia ! its last yr ! hahaha ! everyth wasnt too bad
last yr ..... think so xD hahah . starting of this year isnt very good ~ hahah .
first bad news ever is that , 4E's form teacher is ..... haha ! i shall not say :X
later got teacher come stalk my blog i dieeee xD okayyy , lets start talking
about ytd (:

16 Jan 10 xD .

early in the morning , i went to play bball with Kangcheng , Weijie , Bryan ,
Aldi and Derek at Chengsan . it was fun manzxczc ! Jiaqing dropped by too .
But he too noob liao . he injured his hand while closing the hall shutter .
clever right ? hahah ! nood shyt . takecare liao (: Jiaqing came my house blackshot
after that . we played quite long sia . den i pei Weijie and Jiaqing go buy bball shoe
hahah ! even though not i buy , its damn fun sia ! xD Jiaqing mother damn funny .
den ... its NIGHTMARE !! i went to cute my hair . my hair was caught on Friday .
i still think its Joel's fault xD. cos he's the one before me . tsktsktsk . not a good
shield . ya , so my hair now cui . please dont laugh at me on monday ~ ): gg liao .
after that , i want to play bball again at kbcc . it was casual playing (: with Kc , Huang
and Weijie . Aldi was there too (: i pei Kc and Huang go make eat . haha ! i forgot to
eat . den we went back to kbcc and watch an official friendly match against 2
Philippines teams . damn cool sia ! that have an electronic score board and refrees !
mega ultra cool ! xD their shooting was damn good (: . the match was very close
and they had a tough match . someth i like (: haha ! xD before the match end , i
rushed to amk central to meet Huili (: (: (: hahah ! i pei her wait for bus :D haha !
fun ! xD that's what happened yesterday . Zzz ! xD

17 Jan 10 :D

today , played bball AGAIN ! i ultra suay sia ! lost to Kc , Huang and Weijie ABC ! i keep
air ball idk why !!! DULANSSSSS ! ): went to KFC for lunch (: i looked retarded , retarted
hair , jersey and basketball shoe . plus a stupid towel . how retarded and i look . hahah !
went to Bugis with other after washing up at home !! hahah ! damn fun ! first , we went
to the temple there . then after that , shopping !! idk why idk how to spend my
mother's money sia . dk what to buy . she bought some snacks for Chinese New Year .
while i chose to berms at Bugis street ! xD haha omg , im talking as though i've nver
been to Bugis xD rwar ! den we went back to amk and i bought a sneaker for school (:
hahah ! everlast lei :D haha . its gonna last forever (: rwar ! hopefully . ya , im now back
home . this had been a tiring weekend (: tournament is gonna start next week . its gonna
be tough man !! without hao .... rwar ! ): wish time can reverse . so ya , facing the fact (:
we have to traing even harder ! hopefully , some of us can just put their studies away
for the time being (: i know studies are impt . but this is the every last year we'll play as
a team ! as mayflower (: must jiayou ! hope everyone will give their all . for us and for hao (:
i'll do my best too :D Kc too . hee ! jiayou beh , meihwa :D

oops anyw , i think there's no homework right ? (: dk means dont have ba :D

BYEBYE RETARDS ! xD takecare (:

tired ! RWAR

HELLO !

just got home after going compass point with babyyy (: . she
machiam small girl sia ! kids ~ xD monday's english and chinese
compo screwed . hahas . write damn little . gg liao xD . but
yesterday my english and hcl paper 2 was okay (: hah ! nightmare
is today !!! i never study social studies !!! i write damn little !!!!
screw my pen ! half way no ink ~ rwar . oh ya ya ya !! HAPPY BDAY
BRYAN , YANGJIE , JASMINE & HUIMIN ! lately so many bday .
wish mine is coming ~ hah ! i wanna play bball ! i want everyone to
re-unit ! stop falling apart people ! those good times ~ good old
times xD i miss playing bball almost everyday in the holidays . i miss
hanging out with you guys . so stop falling apart .

as long as you're happy , perhaps i'll get use to this distance . please
be happy and study hard la (: dont sleep sleep sleep . texting you
this wont work . so , ya . here i am . sorry for those cold replies .
i didnt take you like a toy . i didnt . do you really hope that the past
can come back ? i hope so . but if cant , i think i'll just watch you from a
distance .

BYE BYE !! takecare .