drop , dead , bored

fuck off and die .

2010-02-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO .

today is kc's bday . happy bday bro (: . celebrated with many ppl .
i've got nth much to say . i just feeling like saying that i've got enough .
they are red spots . i've cleared pimples . so fuck off . nb . take a look .
is red stuff beneath the skin . if i could cure them , i would have been
happier . i kno some ppl care . but some really lower my self-esteem .
you think i want them ? try having them . you happy ? i've tried hard .
you ppl be in my shoes and have a taste . i kept tolerating comments .
i keep avoiding ppl . avoiding eye contacts . you think i happy ? i just
hope someone would understand me . i just any normal ppl that want
to play and study . make friends . but ppl look at me differently . what
can i do ? i'm taking care of my face . i really dk how to face ppl . new year
is coming . sure got ppl talkcock . prepared . Zzz . i've tried to not make
a big fuss about this . but is you ppl that are making a big fuss . be it a
reminder , insult , criticizing or whatev . they just spoil the day . keeping
it to myself is enough . i cant take it liao . i still need study . sorry . i talk
cock too much . also noone looking at this blog . so ya . i think i just wanna
talk to someone that wont reply . seriously , trying to be happy is a tough
job . my pay is criticism . wow . i hope i've got friends that understand me .
stand by me . i really hope i they'll heal soon . i hope im normal . i wish i
could play cake during ppl's bday . i wish i can look at the person when i
talk . i wish i cant dont need close the window alil when im near it . i wish ,
i wish . i wish everyone is mute and blind . i wish . i just wish .
i hate those look on your face ! those faces of despise . they look worst den mine !
sorry .

byebye .

2010-01-30T21:56:00.001+08:00

ESSAY !!! :D

define freedom .

2010-01-30T21:41:00.003+08:00

hello .

rwar . 26/1 is a day i really feel like forgetting . ya , broke up .
lets not talk about sad things anymore . i went out with her
ytd . and yet , i still cant make up my mind . im just too hurt ?
are im too scared . i bet she's hurting inseide too . but i cant get
myself to comfort her . by nature , i suck at comforting . ><
today , i want to clan training with dovin jiaqing paul joel & ck .
after that when to see joel and dovin cut hair . dovin's hair have
no difference before and after . he is screwed ! after that , went
joel house to play comp and dinner . his sister calls jiaqing a dog !
haha ! damn funny . ya . im home . damn tried today , and i didnt
do any homework :X . rwar ! ya , hope i'll do some tml .

takecare ppl (: x3

THIS IS RETARDED ! :D

2010-01-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

here i am , typing again xD i feel so retarded . omg .
thanks to somebody ~ hahah ! cheer up dude :D .
i shall not talk much xD takecare :D . the person damn
kuku . ask me post den dk how to tag . smart ass :D .

TATA ! retarded asses ! xD

btw , Huili is damn sad now . cheer up darling ! xD

homework again ? xD

2010-01-18T17:40:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

today lesson is damn boring . de lessons all damn sian . ok , not today
everyday ~ hahah ! i've got ss and english homework today . and guess
what , i forgot all my books . die . Mrs Ess gonna kill ppl . tml is the day
man ! hahah ! will be leaving school after recess (: must jiayou sia . we
will gonna be up against Fairfield Methodist Sec . heard that they aint a
lousy team . currently our team is down with several injuries . first , the
biggest one is Hao's . thats why he's not able to play . List of injury : Bryan
(toe) , Jiaqing (palm) , Edger (shoulder) and even Kc have some small knee
injury . damn cui man . ya . thats all . hope we'll do well tml (:

sorry im selfish . forgive me

BYEBYE ! XD .

dk got hmework ? = no homework :D

2010-01-17T20:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO NOOBS !

i like long nver update liao sia ! its last yr ! hahaha ! everyth wasnt too bad
last yr ..... think so xD hahah . starting of this year isnt very good ~ hahah .
first bad news ever is that , 4E's form teacher is ..... haha ! i shall not say :X
later got teacher come stalk my blog i dieeee xD okayyy , lets start talking
about ytd (:

16 Jan 10 xD .

early in the morning , i went to play bball with Kangcheng , Weijie , Bryan ,
Aldi and Derek at Chengsan . it was fun manzxczc ! Jiaqing dropped by too .
But he too noob liao . he injured his hand while closing the hall shutter .
clever right ? hahah ! nood shyt . takecare liao (: Jiaqing came my house blackshot
after that . we played quite long sia . den i pei Weijie and Jiaqing go buy bball shoe
hahah ! even though not i buy , its damn fun sia ! xD Jiaqing mother damn funny .
den ... its NIGHTMARE !! i went to cute my hair . my hair was caught on Friday .
i still think its Joel's fault xD. cos he's the one before me . tsktsktsk . not a good
shield . ya , so my hair now cui . please dont laugh at me on monday ~ ): gg liao .
after that , i want to play bball again at kbcc . it was casual playing (: with Kc , Huang
and Weijie . Aldi was there too (: i pei Kc and Huang go make eat . haha ! i forgot to
eat . den we went back to kbcc and watch an official friendly match against 2
Philippines teams . damn cool sia ! that have an electronic score board and refrees !
mega ultra cool ! xD their shooting was damn good (: . the match was very close
and they had a tough match . someth i like (: haha ! xD before the match end , i
rushed to amk central to meet Huili (: (: (: hahah ! i pei her wait for bus :D haha !
fun ! xD that's what happened yesterday . Zzz ! xD

17 Jan 10 :D

today , played bball AGAIN ! i ultra suay sia ! lost to Kc , Huang and Weijie ABC ! i keep
air ball idk why !!! DULANSSSSS ! ): went to KFC for lunch (: i looked retarded , retarted
hair , jersey and basketball shoe . plus a stupid towel . how retarded and i look . hahah !
went to Bugis with other after washing up at home !! hahah ! damn fun ! first , we went
to the temple there . then after that , shopping !! idk why idk how to spend my
mother's money sia . dk what to buy . she bought some snacks for Chinese New Year .
while i chose to berms at Bugis street ! xD haha omg , im talking as though i've nver
been to Bugis xD rwar ! den we went back to amk and i bought a sneaker for school (:
hahah ! everlast lei :D haha . its gonna last forever (: rwar ! hopefully . ya , im now back
home . this had been a tiring weekend (: tournament is gonna start next week . its gonna
be tough man !! without hao .... rwar ! ): wish time can reverse . so ya , facing the fact (:
we have to traing even harder ! hopefully , some of us can just put their studies away
for the time being (: i know studies are impt . but this is the every last year we'll play as
a team ! as mayflower (: must jiayou ! hope everyone will give their all . for us and for hao (:
i'll do my best too :D Kc too . hee ! jiayou beh , meihwa :D

oops anyw , i think there's no homework right ? (: dk means dont have ba :D

BYEBYE RETARDS ! xD takecare (:

tired ! RWAR

2009-09-30T18:15:00.005+08:00

HELLO !

just got home after going compass point with babyyy (: . she
machiam small girl sia ! kids ~ xD monday's english and chinese
compo screwed . hahas . write damn little . gg liao xD . but
yesterday my english and hcl paper 2 was okay (: hah ! nightmare
is today !!! i never study social studies !!! i write damn little !!!!
screw my pen ! half way no ink ~ rwar . oh ya ya ya !! HAPPY BDAY
BRYAN , YANGJIE , JASMINE & HUIMIN ! lately so many bday .
wish mine is coming ~ hah ! i wanna play bball ! i want everyone to
re-unit ! stop falling apart people ! those good times ~ good old
times xD i miss playing bball almost everyday in the holidays . i miss
hanging out with you guys . so stop falling apart .

as long as you're happy , perhaps i'll get use to this distance . please
be happy and study hard la (: dont sleep sleep sleep . texting you
this wont work . so , ya . here i am . sorry for those cold replies .
i didnt take you like a toy . i didnt . do you really hope that the past
can come back ? i hope so . but if cant , i think i'll just watch you from a
distance .

BYE BYE !! takecare .

things ain't the same anymore .

2009-09-22T21:47:00.004+08:00

HELLO !

today is so screwed ~ ! 2 periods of chinese and 2 periods
of pure geog can kill someone . all i can think of in that 4
periods was recess ! siao liao . lots of chinese homework undone ,
but who cares ! i cant even handle art !! all i can think is to
concentrate on the things i have to score well and ignoring the
other subjects . shiit you xunhao ! hahhah . was own-ed by 3A
on sunday . was suppose to have a chemistry remedial with mr
chen at j8 . aint this suppose to be a "chen & 3E" session ? ks-ed .
so triple maths is more impt ? well , i have to try to absorb more
in class then (: no more sleeping and talking in class !! SHHH ~!
haha . after sch had bio remedial .didint know what mrs paul is
teaching . guess im copying blindly xD . went beancurd shop after
that with yijie , huimin , paul , baohui , and dovin . joel , charmaine
and wee kiat joined us . i guess we all owe yijie a big sorry . we started
playing cards and i think she is pissed cause we're not on task .
distracted her ba . SORRY YIJIE !!! ): anyway after that we went to
hub to slack and let time fly xD thats all for today ba . went home
at 7.15pm .

things are different now . used to feel a bond between us . one that not most ppl have .
growing up alone aint fun . finding someone to talk to and to trust is not easy . its hard
to trust . i think i should say sorry ba . had been bothering you for quite some time . i
think i quite annoying . maybe we aint good enough for you . people change . i think i
have to grow up ba . learn to be independent . think this might be better . people are not
always there for me . please be happy . (:

BYEBYE !! takcare xD .

Oops ! posting agian ~

2009-09-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

die man !! notice i long time never post . sept holiday was like
siaaaaaannnnn !! haha . had friendly matches against Guangyang
Sec , Jun Yan Sec and Clementi youth . won all !! xD played
well basketball team !! hahas . even though everyone almost
got into a fight xD well, today is bored like yesterday . when
is school interesting xD . okkay i nothing to say liao . see you ! (:

BYEBYE !

do come back one day .

2009-09-05T11:23:00.007+08:00

hello .

since you want it . o9.o3.o8-o4.o9.09 .
it ended . i still remembered the first time we held
hands , the first time we hugged , the first time we
kissed . all the first times . this is also the first time
i thought i could be serious in a girl . maybe fate says
that our times are up bah . you may say i'm greedy .
but 1yr 5month 3weeks 4days is really not enough .
i seriously dont wanna accept the fact that its over .
i was laughing like siao trying to use laughter to
cover up everyth . told myself not to cry . cos
crying wont change the situation . people may say
i'm cold blooded . but i yet to shed a tear . i kno
i got to be brave . i cant act like a smile kid and
cry . waiting for miracle to happen . i once thought
there will always be a rainbow after a heavy rain .
but this time i think it just gonna continue raining .
thinking of all the iloveyou we said to each other ,
i wonder how many of them counts . hope i've
changed you . cause you changed me alot . i
used to be more bad tempered but i've learnt to
control . hope both of us will us this weekend to
brush up on our studies and spend some time
with friends . i kno you're suffering too . take your
mind off for awhile bah . dont think so much .
dont cry so much too . i dont worth them . smile
more okkay ? you looked the best smiling (:
takecare girl x3

takecare everyone . true love is hard to find .
i think i just lost one . buhbye

if you think thats the best (:

2009-09-02T18:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

just came home after playing blackjack at javin's house .
his house is damn cozy man !! wish mine is like his . ck
fell alsp in the living room sofa . his face and hands got
owned by huang and paul . they used marker to write
stuff . he woke up and was damn surprised . everyone
laughed like siao ! xD today's lessons was damn slack .
went to the library to watch "mind your language" during
english period . laughed through the show . their english
POWER sial xD hahas . realised that tomorrow is the
handball match . excited sial ! jiayou team !(: hope i wont
pull the team down due to my dumb sprained ankle .
JIAYOU xunhao !! xD

well , since you think that this is the best solution then .
let it be bah (: maybe this will make you and us happier .
the past will be good memories that will be kept always .
why i make until like someone dying . lol . just do say
hi when pass by or anyth xD . takecare . idiot pig ~

takecare people !! BUHBYE !! xD

waste of time ?

2009-08-29T10:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

this whole week had been very tiring while slack . continuous 3 days
of handball ! xD class had been damn slack . many teachers never come
, leaving use to talk crap in class . anyw Charmaine is BACK ! (: but
while she's back , Paul is absent for the whole week and only came
back on friday . miss him being EMO ! xD he seems to be like the
master of it .

is going out with me really a waste of a weekend ? i really want your company .

RWAR weekends are a drag !!!!

takecares . BYEBYE !

how dumb can i be ?

2009-08-23T20:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO !

when to serangoon to eat with baby . after that , came amk mac to
wait for zaid , dovin , huang , kc , ariff , arel and iggy . had team talk .
funny man xD . went far east with dovin , kc and huang to get smiley
studs . pierced with huang's help . had a sharp pain and thats all .
but screwing it is damn hard . on the way back at the bus stop ,
i accidentally unscrewed it while playing with the stud using my tongue .
damn dulan . in the bus , i thought whether i should screw it back or
close it . went amk and after receiving some wet blanket responds ,
i decided to take it out and close it . even though i closed it , the whole
process was fun .

i didnt copy you . i dont wanna have it anymore is also because i dont wanna have conflicts with you
anymore . once is enough . what's wrong with having more than 1 person having the same piercing you
planning to pierce ? i dont understand . forget it (: hope you're not angry . that's all . dont think we'll zibi
like the past . takecare ba . i missed the past ....

takecare , byes .

is it all over ?

2009-08-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

hello

today is the worst morning ever . shouldnt say much . i kno there's no
turning back . i still love you . sorry that im not there , sorry that i didnt care .
sorry . maybe youre tired . i'll keep on waiting for you . please stop
trying to make me hate you cause you failed badly . now , thinking of the past
just made me tear . i told you we'll last till next year and my parents is gonna
kno about us . but those words seems like sweet talking now . they seem so
fake and impossible . sorry . i once again failed to do as i promised . i have
nothing to say lehh .

takecare .
my love , please come back .

lost & found . (:

2009-08-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

we had lessons as usual today . really missed charmaine's low IQ-ness
and her random laughing . THE CLIQUE MISS YOU (: anyw , today tio gan
that Mdm Shanti just for not doing 1 SBQ qns . pissed man !! she damn kuku
sial ! OH YA ! we had started a new eraser trend ! xD everyone started flipping
erasers in class like retards . xD it was really fun though (: during recess , kc
lost the bracelet while he was playing soccer . the bracelet had huang's name
on it . he looked damn worried sial ! he pon-ed 3 periods just to look for
it . after sch , me and xiaodi decided to help him out . but in the end it was cherie
that found it . must be becos that she's closer top the ground =X . went subway
after that . it made my day man !! damn shiok (: after that , went home after
walking around ntuc like idiots xD .

conclusion : kc really love huang alot .
and subway is the best xD

2009-08-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hello ;D

HuiLi here . HEHE ! Posting on baby's blog . Dumb i kno xD.

Damn baby went naruto-ing ): xD .

Ohgay , idk wat to write alrdy . Hey ppl , link meeee ! Bl-eeditout.blogspot.com ;D . I kno i didnt update for a long time . But , now ! Im gna change my blogskin nd stuffs ;D !

TOOOLOOOS !

being alone .

2009-08-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

hello

lessons as normal . thk and bio was v. boring as usual . charmaine went
OBS and the class seems to be quiet . cant beliave that i got 9.5/35 for bio
class test , lowest in class i bet . everyone went straight home after sch ,
while i still have that dumb HCL lesson to attend . went to canteen to buy
milo . suddenly like the environment with noone around me . just me
and myself , all alone . hope that all of my afternoons would be liketh .
just enjoying being with myself and walking slowly without rushing . this
is the school life i'd always wanted .

yesterday , wake up and realised the goldfish they bought me last yr on
my birthday died . spoiled my whole day . went to changi beach for Dovin's
family BBQ with Baohui , Kangcheng , Huang , Joel , Zaid , Charmaine and Yijie .
Paul and Cherie joined us when we reached . played soccer and cycled .
the chicken wing was like nice man ! went off at about 7.3o pm . started to
fell like being quite on the train . thinking why we'd stopped talking .
miss talking crap with you . maybe i started everyth . im sorry ....

takecare & byes .

OMG im blogging !

2009-08-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

this is gonna be a plain blog xD . just to post what i feel abt things .
hope there wont be spammers . i still feel dumb blogging .
take a close look ppl . this may be my first and last post .

okay , today morning went soccer 'training' . its fun though it was drizzling .
maybe drizzling made it fun . omg i'm contradicting myself xD.
after that went cut hair . no hair liao still cut .
thanks to mother . went home . my neighbour's 2 kids came my house .
1 boy (5 yrs old) 1 girl (2 yrs old)
they kop-ed most of my prata !! the boy cried like siao when
going home . he is addicted to the toy DARLINK bought me .
hence he started pulling the gate of my house . while my mother was coaxing
him , i noticed a short figure behind him (not you cherie) xD . his sister was
actually laughing at him ! compared to him , she is so matured .

we had no choice but to let them in . the brother started spam-ing the toy
again . while the sister sat beside me quietly . she is so guai can !?
bet that she'll be a great younger sister in future (:

as they went home , i started thinking . why must people grow old ?
life became so complicated . backstabs , badmouth , BLAHBLAHBLAH .
why cant life be carefree and stressfree ? i wish i am still a boy .
not having to be worried of this and that .

okkay , thats enough typing .
used up too much finger muscle xD . hope i'll have the mood to
continue blogging (: so long for now !

takecares . byebye!